I just need someone to tell me it’s all going to be okay. Making myself ill again.
Still so angry!!! Bet they had a good laugh behind my back at my fucking expense!!! Can’t even believe he’d belittle me let alone that stupid woman who doesn’t even know me
All I do is try my best to make you happy but that never seems to be enough. I put my heart and soul into everything I do, because if something’s worth doing its best to do it well. I just feel like I’m not good enough for you, not good enough for anyone. You seek happiness and fun from other people and it just makes me feel inadequate. You probably don’t mean to make me feel this way, and when I try to explain how I feel you say I’m criticising you. I’m really not. I’m just trying to make you realise that we were once happy and I love you with all my heart, but this is getting hard for me because it just seems like you’re trying to push me away.
me in the halls:
me in a crowd:
me when I meet someone new:
me at parties:
me in class:
me when someone tries to make small talk:
me at family gatherings:
me home alone: CAW CAW MOTHAFUCKAHS
me home alone: *dances about wildly*
me home alone: *shout-sings broadway tunes*
me home alone: BAHAHAHAHA FUCK EVERY SINGLE THING ABOUT THIS
me home alone: *makes derp faces in mirror*
me home alone: I'M JUST A POOR BOY, NOBODY LOVES ME
me home alone: *watches my shows and openly sobs and writhes from feels*
me home alone: PEACE OUT BITCHES I'M FREEEEEEEEE






